Thursday, January 7, 2010

sissy pansy's 2010 Declaration of Sissyness

Feminized sissy male and permanently age regressed Adult Baby Girl 'pansy Faggotte' is instructed by Master AL Johns Mother to create a post declaring 20 reasons why he should be INTENSELY Humiliated and Degraded 

This sissy sits and contemplates his future, as Master AL John and one of His Friends are turning a spare room in Masters House which will shortly become pansy's Nursery. This is a fantasy that has gone WAY TOO FAR for pansy, and he now knows there is no escape from a life of permanent babification, As has been previously stated - "GoodBye to be being an Adult Ever Again, pansy"

And Now
pansy's
Declaration Of Sissyness

1. i am a male that wears baby girl clothing
2. i want people to degrade, humiliate and degrade me
3. i am a male that has been age regressed to a 3 year old baby girl
4. i have permanent Female makeup tattooed on my face
5. i have the Legal Name of   "pansy Faggotte"
6. i am totally incontenent and wear Diapers 24 hours a day/7 days a week
7. i have ABSOLUTELY No Rights, whatsoever
8. i am Mentally and Socially slow
9. i am used for menial tasks, maid service, and sexual abuse
10. i have been told i am Useless and Worthless
11. i have NO CHANCE of ever escaping this sissy life
12. i want to be emotionally and physically hurt
13. i will never be allowed to use a toilet ever agian
14. i talk with a heavy lisp, and have for the past 3 years
15. i am a chronic and heavy Masturbator
16. i play with dolls, stuffed animals, and everything else juvenile
17. i am always thinking about sucking a Pacifier, Baby Bottle or a Penis
18. i am always thinking about having a Penis or Dildoe enter my sissy pussy
19. i am no longer permitted to think of myself as an Adult
20. i am a male that wears baby girl clothing     

Thursday, December 31, 2009

A New Year's Promise from pansy's Master


Master AL John has informed pansy that 2010 will be a year of even MORE Intense Babification, The sissy's birthday is Feb 14, and Master AJ wants to have pansy's Nursery finished by then. He has ordered an Adult sized Crib, and it will be Modified so that the sissy will be securely bound and locked into the crib, He is also planning on installing an automatic feeding pump, as pansy will be spending most of his (and the rest of his life) locked into the crib.   The sissy was under the false notion that seeing how he was allowed to wear "Big Girl Clothing" a few times the last week, That Master AJ and his TS Lover would ease up on his babification. OF COURSE !! That is not to be, It was re-enforced to pansy today 12/31/09 that he will be an Adult baby, an Incontent sissy male, and an overly feminized faggot for the rest his life, (and most of that will be secured in a crib!!)

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

the sissy goes to a Holiday Party


Master AL John (pansy's Owner/Master), allowed His sissy slave 'pansy Faggotte' to dress like a big girl, and go to a Christmas Party Sunday Dec 27 at His Mothers house. Not everyone at the party would be tolerant of a sissified male in baby girl clothes, however most people DID Know of pansy's true gender.

The sissy of course had to wear diapers under his skirt because he REALLY, TRUELY is Totally Incontenent. 3 hours into the Xmas party, the sissy had wet himself, so Master AJ's Mother took the fairy into the upstairs bathroom, (where She keeps a pack of his Diapers) for a change. First She (and Masters Mother is a small women 5'5" at the most) smacked the sissy in the face repeatedly, calling him names and degrading him. As pansy held up skirt, She placed 2 new diapers on him. "You are so Pathetic" she screamed, and kicked pansy in his tiny clitty and sissy nuts, the sissy began to cry and she kicked him again and smacked his face several more times. "You DESERVE the treatment you Get!" She yelled as the sissy recieved a 3rd kick in his clitty/sissy nuts. "When your done crying fix your makeup, and come down, sit on the couch, and be QUIET!, She said, slapping his face even more.  She slammed the door, and pansy sat crying like an infant for several minutes, he then followed Her instructions the rest of the day

Saturday, December 26, 2009

sissy pansy hopes everyone had a Merry Christmas

sissy male pansy is happy to show everyone the outfit he was ordered to wear on Christmas Day. Under the tree, the fairy was happy to find a few gifts for him.

The sissy recieved 3 new packs of diapers, 2 new pacifiers, a set up baby bottles, and a new dollie, he certainely is a lucky Adult Little Girl







And as Usual, pansy is HEAVILY diapered, and after opening the gifts, pansy's Master (Superior Male, Master AL John), and his TS Lover went out for a Christmas brunch, the fairy was put in the playpen to play with his new dollie. What a happy sissy he must be.  !!




Monday, November 30, 2009

OK !! So Now Its Permanent !!

So Here It is, The last day of November 2009, and the last day that sissy male pansy will spend as an adult, for the rest of his life he will only be referred to as a 'Child". At one time he was a passable TS, and now at age 48, he is PERMANENTLY age-regressed to a 3 year old Adult little girl.   Sissy pansy will forever be in diapers, speak like a baby, and live a 100% total. complete baby lifestyle. 5 years ago, this started out as a fantasy, however over the years, it has developed into a permanent lifestyle, one that the sissy male cannot escape from now, (even if he wanted). The sissy's Master "Superior Male, Master AL John", has found a younger, and much prettier TS, that has agreed to babysit pansy, feed him and change his diapers on a daily basis.  Soon, one of the spare rooms in Master AJ's house will be a finished nursery for pansy, and thats where he will spending pretty much the rest of his life. This blog will continue with pansy describing what it is like to spend the rest of his life as an adult baby girl. 

Monday, November 2, 2009

Is The Writing on the Wall ???!

So it seems that pansy's fate has been sealed. his latest pictures have completey stripped away the last remaining ounce of adulthood, as pansy sits in his new playpen, he is thinking about his crib (that will arrive shortly) and how much he will enjoy sleeping in it for the rest of his life. Even Master AL John's Mother has come to accept the fact that he IS NO LONGER Considered to be an adult in any way shape or form.

For the rest of his life pansy will use a pacifier, drink from a bottle and play with his dollies, although he still has his never ending chores to accomplish, any resembelence of a 48 year old male is completely gone, and in the coming years, inactivity will make pansy even more docile, obiediant, and weak.

Welcome to the Rest of your life - sissy baby pansy !!!

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Poor, Poor Pathetic pansy

Pathetic sissy male wears a new dress that his Master "Superior Male Master AL John", allowed the fairy to buy at the local Salvation Army thrift store, although the dress is pretty and very juvenile looking, There is NO DOUBT that pansy will have to shorten them hem by at least 4 inches.
pansy is NEVER permitted to wear a dress so long. Master AJ has not punished him yet, but the next time he wears it, the dress had BETTER be MUCH Shorter!






The sissy is not permitted to make cream in his panties unless he is drinking from his bottle, todays' mixture is one of apple juice and his Masters' piss.
Pansy is also permanently incontenent, and Master AJ refuses to let His sissy slave wear diapers( except on rare occasions, like, when he rides in Masters van). When pansy does ride in the van, he is ordered to kneel on all fours in the back, as his Owner hold a dog leash chained around his neck







These last pictures show that the feminized fairy has COMPLETELY soaked his panties, knee socks and mary jane shoes. pansy must stay in his pee soaked garments until his Master comes home from His job, and depending on the quality of the blowjob he gives Master AJ, that decides whether he can replace them or not. When pansy is allowed to wear dry panties, he is allowed to sleep on the floor next to Masters bed, (never in the bed, as pansy will certainly wet it), on a thick soaker pad. If pansy is forced to keep his pee pee soaked clothing on, he sleeps locked in a tiny room at the other end of the house.
Such is the life of a pathetic, incontenent, 48 year old, feminized sissy male