pansy's SITUATION !

Today, Feb 4, 2010 --  pansy's Master discovered that his sissy slave/adult baby girl was OUT OF DIAPERS  !!

OH,     THE HORROR   !!!

Master AL John told pansy that he would just have to hold his pee-pee for the day, (pansy is STRICTLY PROHIBITED from using a toilet to make pee-pee, he can only make poopy, if a Superior is there to supervise him). By the look on his face, pansy seems to be trying to hold back, but without a diaper, the sissy will undoubtedly wet himself.   Such a shame, that in a few days pansy will be 49 years old, and he still needs diapers.

There is no stopping the pee-pee now!, imagine the shame and humiliation pansy must be feeling, as he is FORCED to take pictures of himself wetting himself.  The pee-pee flows down his fat heffer thighs, down his fat pig calfs, into his sissy yellow ankle socks and black shoes. The Shame !

The Humiliation !!.  pansy is SO-OO Pathetic, and every reader of this blog KNOWS that by Now !!   Look, pansy is hanging is head in shame, you poor fat queer panty pissing fag, YOU deserve every single bit of ridicule that you get, although not everyone that reads this blog posts a message (you should, really -- pansy DESERVES to be treated Cruelly and with complete and total Contempt), they ALL KNOW just how Worthless you are, pansy!. 

Stare at the pee stain on your blanket, queer. You will be sleeping with that pee stained blanket tonite !! sissy !!!

pansy's SERVICE !

Sissy male pansy has only 2 states of being, The 1st of course is that of a totally age regressed Adult baby Girl. The 2nd is that of a Male Maid, when pansy is doing his daily chores, he is ALWAYS dressed in a maid uniform/ maid style uniform. The feminized fairy is also responsible for cleaning his Master's Mothers house, (and if you remember from a previous blog posting, She can/is extremely cruel to the sissy. pansy also cleans the houses of two of Her friends, although both Females know that he is a male that wears womens clothing, They have little interaction with him. 

As you can see, pansy is right in the middle of doing laundry for Master AL John, while Master AJ is home, He always leads the sissy around on a leash, the sissy must keep his mind TOTALLY focused on his chores, he is Rarely permitted to laugh or smile, as Master AJ wants to enforce pansy's misery of being forced into 24/7 slavery. Master AL John points to the chair, as He is going to give his property a spanking, and not that the queer really deserved it today, However Master will punish pansy whenever He sees fit, for any reason, or no reason at all. 

The sissy male holds on the chair as his leash is wrapped to secure him, pansy KNOWS Better than to question why he is being punished, he knows only to accept it, thank his Master for disciplining him, and wait for further humiliation and degradation.

After 10-15 smacks with the official "sissy" paddle, pansy's  fat fairy ass is beginning  to show some colour, hopefully Master will redden it further, making pansy cry out, and shed some tears. The sissy knows no other life anymore, nor will  there be any other way of life for 'pansy Faggotte' ~~ Feminized sissy male Slave/age regressed Adult Baby Girl.  

pansy's SHAME !!

The feminized sissy male turned permanently regressed Adult Baby Girl, has been doing ALOT of crying lately, It seems, that "pansy" no longer wants to live a permanent baby girl lifestyle. After all of the begging he did to his Master, you would think he would be grateful.    Of Course it is Master AL John's desicion how pansy will live and how he will dress/act.                                     The Nursery that Master AJ was putting together is almost done, The walls are painted pink, the crib and high chair are on the way, and NOW pansy wants to go back to being a "big girl". Maybe the sissy should have thought of this before he pleaded to be age regressed, before he begged for everyone to accept him as baby girl, and before he started wasting everyones' time.                                             

Plus, the fact that he is total incontenent is also an issue, IF, (and that is a BIG IF), Master AJ does allow the fairy to go back being a "big girl", what about pansy's wetting?, he will no doubt be unable to hold his wee-wee, he will be soaked at all times, and Master's house will smell like a barn. For over a year, pansy was so addicted to diapers, and NOW, ALL of the SUDDEN, he thinks he can stop using them?, the sissy is stupider than he looks !! 

Does pansy really want to give up drinking from bottles as well?, what about his pacifiers?, the sissy has used a pacifer 24/7 for over a year, he may be able to go without one for a few days, but like anyone addicted to something, pansy will be popping it back in his mouth, and so Who Cares if the fat little fairy cries while sucking it?  REMEMBER Readers, that pansy WANTED THIS LIFESTYLE!!!

This is the note that he wrote in his notepad, When Master AL John read it Saturday Jan 16, 2010, All he could do was LAUGH, He ordered pansy to get back in his playpen, and rub his dicklette until he made sissy cream 2 times.  Master headed off to His bed, as the sissy was still feverishly rubbing  his panty covered diapers.                              When Master AJ woke up in the morning the sissy was fast asleep in his too small playpen . .                                                                              

 

sissy pansy's 2010 Declaration of Sissyness

Feminized sissy male and permanently age regressed Adult Baby Girl 'pansy Faggotte' is instructed by Master AL Johns Mother to create a post declaring 20 reasons why he should be INTENSELY Humiliated and Degraded 

This sissy sits and contemplates his future, as Master AL John and one of His Friends are turning a spare room in Masters House which will shortly become pansy's Nursery. This is a fantasy that has gone WAY TOO FAR for pansy, and he now knows there is no escape from a life of permanent babification, As has been previously stated - "GoodBye to be being an Adult Ever Again, pansy"

And Now

pansy's

Declaration Of Sissyness

1. i am a male that wears baby girl clothing

2. i want people to degrade, humiliate and degrade me

3. i am a male that has been age regressed to a 3 year old baby girl

4. i have permanent Female makeup tattooed on my face

5. i have the Legal Name of   "pansy Faggotte"

6. i am totally incontenent and wear Diapers 24 hours a day/7 days a week

7. i have ABSOLUTELY No Rights, whatsoever

8. i am Mentally and Socially slow

9. i am used for menial tasks, maid service, and sexual abuse

10. i have been told i am Useless and Worthless

11. i have NO CHANCE of ever escaping this sissy life

12. i want to be emotionally and physically hurt

13. i will never be allowed to use a toilet ever agian

14. i talk with a heavy lisp, and have for the past 3 years

15. i am a chronic and heavy Masturbator

16. i play with dolls, stuffed animals, and everything else juvenile

17. i am always thinking about sucking a Pacifier, Baby Bottle or a Penis

18. i am always thinking about having a Penis or Dildoe enter my sissy pussy

19. i am no longer permitted to think of myself as an Adult

20. i am a male that wears baby girl clothing     

A New Year's Promise from pansy's Master

Master AL John has informed pansy that 2010 will be a year of even MORE Intense Babification, The sissy's birthday is Feb 14, and Master AJ wants to have pansy's Nursery finished by then. He has ordered an Adult sized Crib, and it will be Modified so that the sissy will be securely bound and locked into the crib, He is also planning on installing an automatic feeding pump, as pansy will be spending most of his (and the rest of his life) locked into the crib.   The sissy was under the false notion that seeing how he was allowed to wear "Big Girl Clothing" a few times the last week, That Master AJ and his TS Lover would ease up on his babification. OF COURSE !! That is not to be, It was re-enforced to pansy today 12/31/09 that he will be an Adult baby, an Incontent sissy male, and an overly feminized faggot for the rest his life, (and most of that will be secured in a crib!!)

the sissy goes to a Holiday Party

Master AL John (pansy's Owner/Master), allowed His sissy slave 'pansy Faggotte' to dress like a big girl, and go to a Christmas Party Sunday Dec 27 at His Mothers house. Not everyone at the party would be tolerant of a sissified male in baby girl clothes, however most people DID Know of pansy's true gender.

The sissy of course had to wear diapers under his skirt because he REALLY, TRUELY is Totally Incontenent. 3 hours into the Xmas party, the sissy had wet himself, so Master AJ's Mother took the fairy into the upstairs bathroom, (where She keeps a pack of his Diapers) for a change. First She (and Masters Mother is a small women 5'5" at the most) smacked the sissy in the face repeatedly, calling him names and degrading him. As pansy held up skirt, She placed 2 new diapers on him. "You are so Pathetic" she screamed, and kicked pansy in his tiny clitty and sissy nuts, the sissy began to cry and she kicked him again and smacked his face several more times. "You DESERVE the treatment you Get!" She yelled as the sissy recieved a 3rd kick in his clitty/sissy nuts. "When your done crying fix your makeup, and come down, sit on the couch, and be QUIET!, She said, slapping his face even more.  She slammed the door, and pansy sat crying like an infant for several minutes, he then followed Her instructions the rest of the day

sissy pansy hopes everyone had a Merry Christmas

sissy male pansy is happy to show everyone the outfit he was ordered to wear on Christmas Day. Under the tree, the fairy was happy to find a few gifts for him.

The sissy recieved 3 new packs of diapers, 2 new pacifiers, a set up baby bottles, and a new dollie, he certainely is a lucky Adult Little Girl

And as Usual, pansy is HEAVILY diapered, and after opening the gifts, pansy's Master (Superior Male, Master AL John), and his TS Lover went out for a Christmas brunch, the fairy was put in the playpen to play with his new dollie. What a happy sissy he must be.  !!