Master Matt's cam training sessions : A new chapter in Humiliation

Over the Weekend of June 4-5, pansy's On-Line UK Master, --- Master Matt ---, had this sissy  on cam for 8+ total hours. Master Matt has seemed to have  a sincere interest in Humiliating pansy, and wants to push the sissy EVEN Deeper into age regression and obediance.

During the sessions, Master Matt ORDERED pansy to do the following ~~

1.) Change outfits repeatedly to His liking, and have pansy take pictures
2.) Master Matt forced pansy to change his nail polish colour, change his make-up (to much sluttier, of  course !!)
3.) He had pansy make sissy cream in his hand, and coat his pacifier with his cream
4.) Master Matt ordered pansy to remove his diaper and panties, do wee in a glass, soak his panties in the glass, gag himself with the panties and replace his pacifier.
5.) pansy learned a New Command, when Master Matt says "doggy", pansy is to stare mindlessly into the cam, hands limp at cheek level, tongue out, and bark on command.
6.) the sissy was FORCED to coat his tiny sissy balls in 3 coats of pink nail polish, (every sissy should be doing this, not only is it painful, but stays on for several days)
7.) Master Matt had told the sissy to pre-prepare 4 'piss popsicles', upon command, pansy inserted the frozen pee sticks into his sissy pussy. Master Matt thouroughly enjoyed watching  the fairy squirm and suffer.

The sessions was cut short actually, as Master Matt was taking a break, pansy was off line and serving Master AJ and His beautiful TS lover, 'Danielle' dinner. She noticed a distinct order....the sissy had wet himself, She immediately called for 'corner time'  for the rest of the meal.
'Corner Time' for pansy is were he must take an empty baby bottle, and hold it in a wall corner with just his nose, his hands MUST be kept behind his back. Danielle, then informed pansy that his bedtime for that night would be 8p, (it's usually 10p). Imagine, being 49 years old, dressed in a little girl outfit, and being told to go to bed at 8p whuile it is still light outside.

Master AL John seemed to be pleased with the way pansy was Humiliated and Degraded under Master Matt's tuteledge, Master Matt has set up another cam training sessions for the fairy this Friday 11 June.


Enclosed  are many pictures of the 3 outfits Master Matt had pansy dress in, the entire set can be seen at pansy's website  .....      http://sissypansy.ning.com/

And remember, pansy DESERVES to be treated like this, feel free to comment here or email or IM him directly at    ..    sissyfairypansy@yahoo.com

Response to some recent comments ~~

This post's purpose is to respond to several comments made about pansy's Blog/Lifestyle.   2 Posts (Not sure if by the same person), want to see the sissy in Bondage, with a Large Dildo/Butt Plug in his sissy pussy. Well, it just so Happens that in a few weeks, Master AJ is going to invite some of His friends over to use pansy. They are all of course, very straight acting/straight appearing Males, that just enjoys getting blow jobs and fucking this feminized fairy, so yes.....You will see pics of that nature.  Another Anonymous reader, (who has made this request several times..(He has been very patient!)...wants to see pansy tied to a bed, in a black bra and panty set. The sissy has been instructed the next time he is allowed to wear 'big girl' clothing and go to Goodwill, (he goes there to look for juvenile looking outfits, stuffed animals, and other assorted childlike things), and search for these 2 items, as the sissy has not worn a bra in a LONG TIME!, and is no black panties.  Will try to get them done for you.   Another comment was placed by ...god2600...  The reader made an excellent point about pansy's baby food diet, thank you for your concern!!  The sissy does take multi-vitamins, eats plenty of fresh vegtables, some raw, some mixed in a blender, and yes, sometimes pansy is allowed to eat a sandwich, and have pasta. Again, thank you for the post, as a 49 year old, cannot live on a total baby food diet exclusively.         They 4 pictures from today 5 June 2010, are how the sissy is dressed to clean Master's Mothers House, (a chore he does at least 1-2 times a week). Today, however, She informed Master AJ that She was having some friends over, who had only heard about pansy, (from His Mother) but never met the sissy or saw an Adult Little Girl. It may be hard to read, however, that is what the sign around his neck says. Imagane, the humiliation of meeting 3 Females, being dressed like this, and wearing a sign that reads "Adult Little Girl".

Enjoy his shame and humiliation, and thanks to ALL the readers of this Blog !!   

Lunch Time for the baby sissy

As the sissy slips deeper and deeper into a permanent Adult Baby lifestyle, a few must happen. pansy must stop flip-flopping about wanting to dress like a 'big girl', and he must give the age regression sublimal tapes a chance to change his mind from a 49 year old male (yeah...right!), into that of a child, and he must get used to eating baby food at all TIMES!!  Master AL John is currently speaking to an attorney and a psychiatrist, (not the same person of course!) and hopefully by late summer/early fall pansy will be declared mentally incompetant, this will make things a little easier for Master to take full and total control over his life.  As previoulsy mentioned the sissy has to also get used to eating Baby Food and drinking formula, sometimes he will get a tummy ache and is very gassy, also prolonged lack of muscle use will make him more docile and submissive, they sissy just needs constant re-inforcement of his baby girl lifestyle and he must realize that this is what is best for him.       On Friday 5/28, pansy was chatting/camming  with Master Matt (his on-line Master in the UK). Master Matt seems to LOVE humiliaiting the sissy, the 2 continued the chat/cam Saturday morning 5/29 pansy was dressed in his maid uniform as he was ordered to clean his Master's Mother house for a Memorial Day party, (which of course the sissy was NOT invited to) Anyway, Master Matt ordered pansy to remove his uniform and diaper, and tie a string around his clitty and tiny sissy balls. The sissy was having a hard time with the chore, and Master Matt was furious that pansy could not follow a simple direction, (whether it is be that pansy is stoopid and dubm, or just that his male parts are just so F%$^ing small and useless) and told him to stay on cam until the task was achieved. pansy was not paying attention to the time (Master's Mother was due at 10a) and was still being humiliated by Master Matt, (at one time, the sissy was even crying!!). Well, She got there, pansy was still on the cam, and Master AJ had to go in his tiny room, (more like a cell or closet, really), and unplug the cam. Master's Mother was FURIOUS, and gave pansy a severe beating when he was done with Her house. Master AL John, (who also was still angry with pansy), kept the sissy in bondage, in wet diapers, and in complete darkness for the rest of  the day and they entire day of  5/30. Such is the life of feminized sissy male !!

The BEST NEW BLOG !!!

Everyone who is a firiend of this sissy's blog --- NEEDS to read this       http://littlemissandrea-joanne.blogspot.com/

She is being totally and permanently regressed to a child. what a wonderful life she will have. little andrea should be SO Happy, that She as has been permanently regressed to a life as a child, and will be under a Superiors control for the rest of her life. 

 Here are some of the latest pics of sissy pansy, as stated before he is on a total babyfood diet, all of the pics in this set are available on  http://sissypansy.ning.com/    pansy Needs ! your humiliatiang comments...Some people are addicted to liquor, some addicted to cigs, some to crack and zoophilia, however....pansy..is addicted to being HUMILIATED  !!  

What is WRONG with this sissy ??

WHY Can't he stop dressing like an Adult Baby Girl ??

WHY Can't he stop using a pacifier and baby bottle  ??

WHY Does he cry when not fed baby food and formula, and cry when not placed in a playpen  ??

WHY Oh, WHY, Can't he stop wetting his diapers ??

He is 49 year old, For Goodness sakes !!  

Master AJ is almost at His Wits end with sissy pansy. 1st pansy is allowed to dress like a "Big Girl", and is told that for punishment, he was to be dressed as a baby girl. However, pansy, seem to be going out of his way to be bad, just so he can be dressed like an Adult Baby. 2nd, pansy then begs Master AJ to allow him to be out of diapers and to be allowed to use the potty chair, Of Course, the sissy WETS himself constantly, and Master decideds to FURTHER Regress him.

Last week, the sissy had a Stomach Ache and Diarrhea from possibly eating nothing but baby food and drinking Formula for nothing for weeks and weeks, If pansy DOES NOT shape up, and SHAPE UP Soon, the sissy will be on a  babyfood/formula diet and a STRICT baby lifestyle for the foreseeable future.

Maybe, the sissy DOESN'T want to be a grown up anymore, 

Maybe Master AJ should have him declared Mentally Unfit and become his legal guardian,

OR

Maybe, just sell the sissy to an Overseas slave ring, and just be done with him    

sissy pansy = baby maid

sissy pansy's life revolves around doing chores, wether it be for Master AL John, Master AL John's Mother, or His Mother's friend. the fairy has several maid style uniforms, however, these photos show him in a baby maid style outfit. No matter pansy wears, he wants to known and identified as one of the most famous, (or infamous, LOL), sissies on the internet. Today, 5 May, pansy spent most of the day with a bad tummy ache, Master AJ thinks it may be from the 3 weeks of a total babyfood diet of formula and jars of Gerbers. So, master AJ had him do a google search under 'sissy pansy'. The sissy found a yahoo group from like 2 years ago that is still active, here is the link if you want to see hundreds of pictures of him and other sissies     http://groups.yahoo.com/group/pansypictures/Although the fairy no loger has moderator status of this group, you can still participate in his humiliation

pansy's Trilogy of Outfits

Saturday May 1st and Sunday May 2nd, the sissy male models some new outfits that he will be wearing this week. The top outfit shows the fairy in a beige dress w/ matching crochet jacket. The dress is however very, very, very short, and even Master AJ wouldn't want His sissy slave to be picked up for indecent exposure, however, the dress would be perfect for when pansy is taking back to the local gay/sissy bar, or for being brought to Master's Mothers house, to recieve some much needed humiliation.     The Red skirted outfit, is very tight and shows his chubby belly off, also, having the word "sissy" written on his chest in magick marker, is humiliating, even for him.The sissy then shows everyone his titties as he indulges in the only hobby he has. -- sucking a dildo. Do a real good job on that rubber cock, sissy pansy.  On Sunday, its back into a Adult baby girl outfit for the fairy, the sissy is getting so confused these days, sometimes he is dressed like a 'big girl' and treated more like an adult. Other times, he is in baby girl clothes, and treated like a total baby girl. Master AL John seems to be hoping that soon his feeble fairy brain will just "snap!", and then pansy can more easily brainwashed into a child.

The sissy hangs his head in shame, as he knows that his life would be better off living FT as a baby girl, but he still wants to try and resist it. Lets face it, pansy, its not like you have much say in things anymore, Master AJ has Guardianship and power of Attorney over you, had your name legally changed, and makes every single one of your desicions for you. Give it up!, and just be the sissy baby you know you are !     

Also on Sunday, pansy spent a good 3 hours chatting with a Superior Male from the U.K. named Master Matt. With Master AJ's approval, Master Matt is now pansy's on-line U.K. Master, (anyone Superior Male in the U.S. willing to take charge of pansy as well, please IM him).Master AJ wants to have this sissy under Superior Male domination around the clock.  Master Matt has ordered pansy that he must email Master Matt daily, send him pictures, and whatever else He demands. Master Matt has also instructed that this sissy make a video, singing a nursery ryhme in the most sissiest outfit possible.

the final picture has the sissy crawling on all fours, his Owner has been demanding that pansy crawl at all times while in a baby girl outfit. This is the perfect position for him - Totally Submissive  !!