Thanks to Everyone ~~

For Reading this Blog, however to do Unforseen Personal Problems, this Blog will no longer be updated, Thanks again to Everyone ~~ Pansy F

pansy's same sad story

Hooray !! Feb 26th and 27th, sissy male pansy was allowed to dress in "big girl clothing, the only stipulation was that he not wet his panties, or he would be back in diapers and little girl outfitsIn the 2nd picture it looks like pansy might be about to wet himself, (too bad that he is 100% incontinent). The sissy likes to wear big girl clothes and look like a real girl, although he has been an adult baby for so long, holding his pee becomes an increasingly hard thing for him to do. Try to hold it, and not wet yourself,  sissy pansy. UH !OH!, the sissy breaks into tears and he feels the hot warm pee flow down his stockings and into his shoes. he really, Really!! wanted to be a big girl today, and not a panty wetting sissy. pansy also fears that Master and Miss Danielle will be very angry with him. She, (Danielle) has even been searching/chatting on-line with Other Superiors that might be willing to take control of the sissy. She wants to make sure that ANYONE that takes pansy be EXTREMELY cruel to him, She wants to pansy suffer for the rest of his life After a phone call from Master AL John, the sissy confesses that he did wet his panties, and Master forced pansy to "beg Him" to be placed back in diapers and baby girl clothing.As punishment, the sissy must keep his wet panties in his mouth, stand in front of the surviellance camera and keep curtseying until his Superiors get home. The fairy is so ashamed of himself, however this should be nothing new to the feminized sissy male slave.

pansy's same sad story 2

So, it would seem that Master AL John has kept His word and placed pansy back in diapers and baby clothing, the sissy is holding one of his birthday presents - a  new masterbation blanket. pansy also is now FORCED to use his pacifier 24/7, previously Master AJ was very leniant with him, and His Mother has promised to step up his humiliation as well .  

pansy hangs his head in shame, (a position he is certainly getting used to !!) the sissy was so happy that his Master and Miss Danielle had allowed him to wear big girl clothes for 2 days. And now, here he stands, a 49 year old male (well, sorta !!)  in diapers,  in a very short juvenile pink dress. holding a blanket, a bottle, and sucking a pacifier. No wonder his family has completely disowned him.

Look at the bliss on his face as he wets himself, the diapers are so comforting.   he KNOWS that he needs them, he KNOWS he is much better off in them, and the sissy KNOWS that everyone is laughing at him. pansy so loves to be ridiculed and humiliated, please, please, please, leave a response and give the feminized diaper wearing fairy the only thing that makes him happy. 

A Happy, Wet sissy lets everyone see his full diapers, and the next question is when one of his Superiors will change him. What a Site !!!!   

pansy's solution ?

The sissy male celebrated his 49th Birthday on Feb 14, and on that day his Owner, Master AL John and His Beautiful Shemale Lover 'Danielle' decided pansy's future. It seems that Danille had some concerns about the fairy living full time as a baby, She DID Not want to be responsible for changing his diapers, feeding and dressing him. So...pansy will still dress and act very juvenile, he will still wear diapers 24/7, (he actually HAS to now!!), and he will still be required to clean Masters' Mothers house and her 2 friends.

The sissy wore this outfit on his birthday, and he actually did get a few presents from his Master. The sissy got a few new stuffed animals for his playpen, a new blanket, some female hormones and 2 new dresses. As you can see his tiny titties need to grow a little, as Danielle wants the sissy to start wearing training bras.

However, pansy will still only be permitted to drink from baby bottles, and although it has been discussed among his Superiors that pansy be put in Chastity,  the sissy is still under strict rules of having to make cream in his panties/diapers at least three times a day. But then again, if you've been following his blog for a while, you know that pansy is NEVER permitted to make desicions for himself, so lets just see what happens....shall we

pansy's SITUATION !

Today, Feb 4, 2010 --  pansy's Master discovered that his sissy slave/adult baby girl was OUT OF DIAPERS  !!

OH,     THE HORROR   !!!

Master AL John told pansy that he would just have to hold his pee-pee for the day, (pansy is STRICTLY PROHIBITED from using a toilet to make pee-pee, he can only make poopy, if a Superior is there to supervise him). By the look on his face, pansy seems to be trying to hold back, but without a diaper, the sissy will undoubtedly wet himself.   Such a shame, that in a few days pansy will be 49 years old, and he still needs diapers.

There is no stopping the pee-pee now!, imagine the shame and humiliation pansy must be feeling, as he is FORCED to take pictures of himself wetting himself.  The pee-pee flows down his fat heffer thighs, down his fat pig calfs, into his sissy yellow ankle socks and black shoes. The Shame !

The Humiliation !!.  pansy is SO-OO Pathetic, and every reader of this blog KNOWS that by Now !!   Look, pansy is hanging is head in shame, you poor fat queer panty pissing fag, YOU deserve every single bit of ridicule that you get, although not everyone that reads this blog posts a message (you should, really -- pansy DESERVES to be treated Cruelly and with complete and total Contempt), they ALL KNOW just how Worthless you are, pansy!. 

Stare at the pee stain on your blanket, queer. You will be sleeping with that pee stained blanket tonite !! sissy !!!

pansy's SERVICE !

Sissy male pansy has only 2 states of being, The 1st of course is that of a totally age regressed Adult baby Girl. The 2nd is that of a Male Maid, when pansy is doing his daily chores, he is ALWAYS dressed in a maid uniform/ maid style uniform. The feminized fairy is also responsible for cleaning his Master's Mothers house, (and if you remember from a previous blog posting, She can/is extremely cruel to the sissy. pansy also cleans the houses of two of Her friends, although both Females know that he is a male that wears womens clothing, They have little interaction with him. 

As you can see, pansy is right in the middle of doing laundry for Master AL John, while Master AJ is home, He always leads the sissy around on a leash, the sissy must keep his mind TOTALLY focused on his chores, he is Rarely permitted to laugh or smile, as Master AJ wants to enforce pansy's misery of being forced into 24/7 slavery. Master AL John points to the chair, as He is going to give his property a spanking, and not that the queer really deserved it today, However Master will punish pansy whenever He sees fit, for any reason, or no reason at all. 

The sissy male holds on the chair as his leash is wrapped to secure him, pansy KNOWS Better than to question why he is being punished, he knows only to accept it, thank his Master for disciplining him, and wait for further humiliation and degradation.

After 10-15 smacks with the official "sissy" paddle, pansy's  fat fairy ass is beginning  to show some colour, hopefully Master will redden it further, making pansy cry out, and shed some tears. The sissy knows no other life anymore, nor will  there be any other way of life for 'pansy Faggotte' ~~ Feminized sissy male Slave/age regressed Adult Baby Girl.  

pansy's SHAME !!

The feminized sissy male turned permanently regressed Adult Baby Girl, has been doing ALOT of crying lately, It seems, that "pansy" no longer wants to live a permanent baby girl lifestyle. After all of the begging he did to his Master, you would think he would be grateful.    Of Course it is Master AL John's desicion how pansy will live and how he will dress/act.                                     The Nursery that Master AJ was putting together is almost done, The walls are painted pink, the crib and high chair are on the way, and NOW pansy wants to go back to being a "big girl". Maybe the sissy should have thought of this before he pleaded to be age regressed, before he begged for everyone to accept him as baby girl, and before he started wasting everyones' time.                                             

Plus, the fact that he is total incontenent is also an issue, IF, (and that is a BIG IF), Master AJ does allow the fairy to go back being a "big girl", what about pansy's wetting?, he will no doubt be unable to hold his wee-wee, he will be soaked at all times, and Master's house will smell like a barn. For over a year, pansy was so addicted to diapers, and NOW, ALL of the SUDDEN, he thinks he can stop using them?, the sissy is stupider than he looks !! 

Does pansy really want to give up drinking from bottles as well?, what about his pacifiers?, the sissy has used a pacifer 24/7 for over a year, he may be able to go without one for a few days, but like anyone addicted to something, pansy will be popping it back in his mouth, and so Who Cares if the fat little fairy cries while sucking it?  REMEMBER Readers, that pansy WANTED THIS LIFESTYLE!!!

This is the note that he wrote in his notepad, When Master AL John read it Saturday Jan 16, 2010, All he could do was LAUGH, He ordered pansy to get back in his playpen, and rub his dicklette until he made sissy cream 2 times.  Master headed off to His bed, as the sissy was still feverishly rubbing  his panty covered diapers.                              When Master AJ woke up in the morning the sissy was fast asleep in his too small playpen . .