Thursday, April 22, 2010

From Sissy Male to Diapered Baby Girl

Sissy male pansy dressed to go to walgreens, (unfortunately, he is so stoopid, that Master AJ, doesn't allow the queer to take a camera with him anymore, pansy has lost 2 so far). Master has sent the fairy to buy several items, including his diapers. pansy has not been babified in over 3 days, however he is still diapered 24/7. How Hard you laugh if you saw a fat male dressed like this in public !!  C'mon,  Be Honest !!

Upon Returning home pansy is told to immediately dress in a baby girl outfit. Master has bought the sissy some pink mittens and booties. Doesn't he look HAPPY !! being returned to babyhood !! Master AJ has so completed Dominated the fairy over the past 5 1/2  years, that pansy is totally compliant to his Owner.  
The sissy understands that if Master AJ wants him to dress  as an adult or baby, the desicion is not pansy's to make, and doesn't he look so cute, or pathetic, (you decide), sitting in a pink chair, holding his dolly, baby blanket and stuffed animal. The sissy was hoping that maybe Master wouldn't force him to dress as a baby girl anymore, but a glimpse of him holding the sign below may prove otherwise for the feminized fairy.   
pansy is slowly crying to himself, crying at how he allowed a fantasy of being dominated by a Superior Male turn into a life that is no longer his. No longer allowed to think for himself or what clothing to wear. No longer allowed any sembelance of a normal life, he is trapped in sissy slavery for the rest of his life. And, as stated before many, many posts earlier. This is WHAT he wanted !!!! 

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Trying to be a "Big Girl"

Ever since the events of a few weeks ago, Master AJ has allowed His sissy to dress in a less juvenile manner. He gave the sissy back his Drivers Liscense, and allowed him to go shopping at Goodwill and Publix (a local food store chain). Although this outfit is FAR from being what an 49 year old Adult Female would wear, it is a big step up for pansy. The sissy also finds it embarressing that he still talks with a heavy lisp, (5 years can do that !!) . 


One of the things that he carries with him at all times is a dildo, while driving he is REQUIRED to have it in his mouth. Master Al John and His friends have been using pansy's mouth more often lately, and his owner wants to make sure that the sissy, is always in cock sucking mode. The sissy sucked his 1st cock at age 13, So how many Penis's have entered his mouth ? and, How much sperm has been deposited down his throat?  
And, just an added note, pansy still has to wear diapers 24/7, (as total incontenence will not dissapear in a week). Master AJ is not even sure, if He will let pansy out of diapers, as they are so much a part of the sissy's lifestyle now. Please let Master AJ know if He should let pansy out of diapers. 

Thank you for taking the time to read this post !!    

Monday, April 5, 2010

The sissy is back - but with a WARNING to ALL sissies !

This sissy has to face the facts, it CANNOT stop dressing and acting like a sissy male.

 However this sissy thinks everyone needs an explanation about the previous post and lack of activity as of late. On the yahoo FLICKR site, this sissy was a member of a group that sissy males are exposed, as they are ordered to give thier address and phone number to a Superior. Master AL John was not sure this was a good idea, however He fiqured that this sissy needed Maximum Humiliation, and so He relented. Not soon after, this sissy started recieveing phone calls and letters/instructions in the mail. Over time this sissy started recieving worrisome phone calls from a Male, stating that He would turn me into the law as a pedofile, if this sissy did not agree to be Brutally Raped, and become His property. That soon turned to letters in the mail (with no return address of course, some of the letters enclosed pictures of Masters House, pictures of His Vehicle plate number), and many other things that proved He was stalking this sissy. Finally the police were involved as they took information as evidence, but as there was no return address, and the phone numbers always seemed to be different or blocked. While taking to the Officers, this sissy was allowed to look like a real girl, but it was very embarressed about the lisp this sissy has, (its been over 5 years now, that this fairy has talked with one). Anyway, the next time the Male called Master AL John got on the phone and told Him that the law had been notified. So hopefully that whole thing is now behind us, and this sissy can go back to being the biggest sissy in the world (What a Wonderful title that would be to own!). So sissies and all gurls really ---- BE CAREFUL who you contact!!, and what info you give out to people 





So anyway, here are some new photos of the sissy in its easter outfit, the fairy was taken to a park and forced to skip and play on the swings (pictures too blurry though - darn!) like the little sissy girl that he is.  
The sissy, as always, LOVES to read comments from its friends/fans.   

Friday, March 12, 2010

Thanks to Everyone ~~

For Reading this Blog, however to do Unforseen Personal Problems, this Blog will no longer be updated, Thanks again to Everyone ~~ Pansy F

Sunday, February 28, 2010

pansy's same sad story

Hooray !! Feb 26th and 27th, sissy male pansy was allowed to dress in "big girl clothing, the only stipulation was that he not wet his panties, or he would be back in diapers and little girl outfitsIn the 2nd picture it looks like pansy might be about to wet himself, (too bad that he is 100% incontinent). The sissy likes to wear big girl clothes and look like a real girl, although he has been an adult baby for so long, holding his pee becomes an increasingly hard thing for him to do. Try to hold it, and not wet yourself,  sissy pansy. UH !OH!, the sissy breaks into tears and he feels the hot warm pee flow down his stockings and into his shoes. he really, Really!! wanted to be a big girl today, and not a panty wetting sissy. pansy also fears that Master and Miss Danielle will be very angry with him. She, (Danielle) has even been searching/chatting on-line with Other Superiors that might be willing to take control of the sissy. She wants to make sure that ANYONE that takes pansy be EXTREMELY cruel to him, She wants to pansy suffer for the rest of his life After a phone call from Master AL John, the sissy confesses that he did wet his panties, and Master forced pansy to "beg Him" to be placed back in diapers and baby girl clothing.As punishment, the sissy must keep his wet panties in his mouth, stand in front of the surviellance camera and keep curtseying until his Superiors get home. The fairy is so ashamed of himself, however this should be nothing new to the feminized sissy male slave.

pansy's same sad story 2

So, it would seem that Master AL John has kept His word and placed pansy back in diapers and baby clothing, the sissy is holding one of his birthday presents - a  new masterbation blanket. pansy also is now FORCED to use his pacifier 24/7, previously Master AJ was very leniant with him, and His Mother has promised to step up his humiliation as well .  
pansy hangs his head in shame, (a position he is certainly getting used to !!) the sissy was so happy that his Master and Miss Danielle had allowed him to wear big girl clothes for 2 days. And now, here he stands, a 49 year old male (well, sorta !!)  in diapers,  in a very short juvenile pink dress. holding a blanket, a bottle, and sucking a pacifier. No wonder his family has completely disowned him.
Look at the bliss on his face as he wets himself, the diapers are so comforting.   he KNOWS that he needs them, he KNOWS he is much better off in them, and the sissy KNOWS that everyone is laughing at him. pansy so loves to be ridiculed and humiliated, please, please, please, leave a response and give the feminized diaper wearing fairy the only thing that makes him happy. 
A Happy, Wet sissy lets everyone see his full diapers, and the next question is when one of his Superiors will change him. What a Site !!!!   

Saturday, February 20, 2010

pansy's solution ?


The sissy male celebrated his 49th Birthday on Feb 14, and on that day his Owner, Master AL John and His Beautiful Shemale Lover 'Danielle' decided pansy's future. It seems that Danille had some concerns about the fairy living full time as a baby, She DID Not want to be responsible for changing his diapers, feeding and dressing him. So...pansy will still dress and act very juvenile, he will still wear diapers 24/7, (he actually HAS to now!!), and he will still be required to clean Masters' Mothers house and her 2 friends.
The sissy wore this outfit on his birthday, and he actually did get a few presents from his Master. The sissy got a few new stuffed animals for his playpen, a new blanket, some female hormones and 2 new dresses. As you can see his tiny titties need to grow a little, as Danielle wants the sissy to start wearing training bras.
However, pansy will still only be permitted to drink from baby bottles, and although it has been discussed among his Superiors that pansy be put in Chastity,  the sissy is still under strict rules of having to make cream in his panties/diapers at least three times a day. But then again, if you've been following his blog for a while, you know that pansy is NEVER permitted to make desicions for himself, so lets just see what happens....shall we