What is WRONG with this sissy ??

WHY Can't he stop dressing like an Adult Baby Girl ??

WHY Can't he stop using a pacifier and baby bottle  ??

WHY Does he cry when not fed baby food and formula, and cry when not placed in a playpen  ??

WHY Oh, WHY, Can't he stop wetting his diapers ??

He is 49 year old, For Goodness sakes !!  

Master AJ is almost at His Wits end with sissy pansy. 1st pansy is allowed to dress like a "Big Girl", and is told that for punishment, he was to be dressed as a baby girl. However, pansy, seem to be going out of his way to be bad, just so he can be dressed like an Adult Baby. 2nd, pansy then begs Master AJ to allow him to be out of diapers and to be allowed to use the potty chair, Of Course, the sissy WETS himself constantly, and Master decideds to FURTHER Regress him.

Last week, the sissy had a Stomach Ache and Diarrhea from possibly eating nothing but baby food and drinking Formula for nothing for weeks and weeks, If pansy DOES NOT shape up, and SHAPE UP Soon, the sissy will be on a  babyfood/formula diet and a STRICT baby lifestyle for the foreseeable future.

Maybe, the sissy DOESN'T want to be a grown up anymore, 

Maybe Master AJ should have him declared Mentally Unfit and become his legal guardian,

OR

Maybe, just sell the sissy to an Overseas slave ring, and just be done with him    

sissy pansy = baby maid

sissy pansy's life revolves around doing chores, wether it be for Master AL John, Master AL John's Mother, or His Mother's friend. the fairy has several maid style uniforms, however, these photos show him in a baby maid style outfit. No matter pansy wears, he wants to known and identified as one of the most famous, (or infamous, LOL), sissies on the internet. Today, 5 May, pansy spent most of the day with a bad tummy ache, Master AJ thinks it may be from the 3 weeks of a total babyfood diet of formula and jars of Gerbers. So, master AJ had him do a google search under 'sissy pansy'. The sissy found a yahoo group from like 2 years ago that is still active, here is the link if you want to see hundreds of pictures of him and other sissies     http://groups.yahoo.com/group/pansypictures/Although the fairy no loger has moderator status of this group, you can still participate in his humiliation

pansy's Trilogy of Outfits

Saturday May 1st and Sunday May 2nd, the sissy male models some new outfits that he will be wearing this week. The top outfit shows the fairy in a beige dress w/ matching crochet jacket. The dress is however very, very, very short, and even Master AJ wouldn't want His sissy slave to be picked up for indecent exposure, however, the dress would be perfect for when pansy is taking back to the local gay/sissy bar, or for being brought to Master's Mothers house, to recieve some much needed humiliation.     The Red skirted outfit, is very tight and shows his chubby belly off, also, having the word "sissy" written on his chest in magick marker, is humiliating, even for him.The sissy then shows everyone his titties as he indulges in the only hobby he has. -- sucking a dildo. Do a real good job on that rubber cock, sissy pansy.  On Sunday, its back into a Adult baby girl outfit for the fairy, the sissy is getting so confused these days, sometimes he is dressed like a 'big girl' and treated more like an adult. Other times, he is in baby girl clothes, and treated like a total baby girl. Master AL John seems to be hoping that soon his feeble fairy brain will just "snap!", and then pansy can more easily brainwashed into a child.

The sissy hangs his head in shame, as he knows that his life would be better off living FT as a baby girl, but he still wants to try and resist it. Lets face it, pansy, its not like you have much say in things anymore, Master AJ has Guardianship and power of Attorney over you, had your name legally changed, and makes every single one of your desicions for you. Give it up!, and just be the sissy baby you know you are !     

Also on Sunday, pansy spent a good 3 hours chatting with a Superior Male from the U.K. named Master Matt. With Master AJ's approval, Master Matt is now pansy's on-line U.K. Master, (anyone Superior Male in the U.S. willing to take charge of pansy as well, please IM him).Master AJ wants to have this sissy under Superior Male domination around the clock.  Master Matt has ordered pansy that he must email Master Matt daily, send him pictures, and whatever else He demands. Master Matt has also instructed that this sissy make a video, singing a nursery ryhme in the most sissiest outfit possible.

the final picture has the sissy crawling on all fours, his Owner has been demanding that pansy crawl at all times while in a baby girl outfit. This is the perfect position for him - Totally Submissive  !! 

Big Girl clothes on a sissy male

Oh my Goodness !! Look at how pansy is dressed !! Where are his baby girl outfits ? !! Has Master AL John finally allowed His sissy slave to dress and act like a "Big Girl" ? !! Well, pansy's outfits are still abit juvenile, Most 49 year old Females/TV's/TS's would not be wearing extremely short skirts and white knee socks. the fairy is also still not permitted to wear a bra, (and probably will never be allowed to again) as his Master has said that bra's are for Females/TV's/CD's/TS's, and NOT for sissified males (like pansy!). And for those of you who may wonder, yes that is his real hair, Master AJ's Mother styled it a few weeks ago to look a feminine as possible, while still allowing the fairy to be obviously recognized a male that wears girls clothing.The Last 2 photos are of how he was dressed Tues, April 26th, to go out looking for a job. Of course the main goal is not for the sissy to really find a job, but to have him exposed and humiliated in public. And before you ask "where are pictures of being him out in public?" - pansy has LOST 2 of Master AJ's cameras in the last year. So back to the job hunting -- pansy is told to go to at least 3 different places and fill out an application. The 1st place was a local Taco Bell, that unfortunately for pansy was Xtremeley busy, with his stupid looking face and a heavy lisp, the sissy was given an application only after employee had a good stare at him, (and YES!, of course there was laughter!). after filling out the application, the Manager on duty even said "Your name is pansy?". "Yeth" he lisped. "Okay, pansy" She said it loud enough for the entire restraunt to hear, we'll keep your application on file". The sissy turned and strolled out amid another round of laughter. The 2nd place was local hand washed car wash (that employes a lot of young adults). The Female behind the counter, 1/2 pansy age probably, looked at him with contempt as he filled out the paperwork, and after taking, She simply closed the door in his face.   The 3rd, and final place was for a job as a receptionist for a Car Dealership, now,  can you imagine, this feminized sissy working at a car dealership as a Receptionist, he'd have better luck working as a receptionist for a clown college !!

So pansy's day ended with no job, (big freakin' suprise!)  and alot of much needed public humiliation !!

From Sissy Male to Diapered Baby Girl

Sissy male pansy dressed to go to walgreens, (unfortunately, he is so stoopid, that Master AJ, doesn't allow the queer to take a camera with him anymore, pansy has lost 2 so far). Master has sent the fairy to buy several items, including his diapers. pansy has not been babified in over 3 days, however he is still diapered 24/7. How Hard you laugh if you saw a fat male dressed like this in public !!  C'mon,  Be Honest !!

Upon Returning home pansy is told to immediately dress in a baby girl outfit. Master has bought the sissy some pink mittens and booties. Doesn't he look HAPPY !! being returned to babyhood !! Master AJ has so completed Dominated the fairy over the past 5 1/2  years, that pansy is totally compliant to his Owner.  

The sissy understands that if Master AJ wants him to dress  as an adult or baby, the desicion is not pansy's to make, and doesn't he look so cute, or pathetic, (you decide), sitting in a pink chair, holding his dolly, baby blanket and stuffed animal. The sissy was hoping that maybe Master wouldn't force him to dress as a baby girl anymore, but a glimpse of him holding the sign below may prove otherwise for the feminized fairy.   

pansy is slowly crying to himself, crying at how he allowed a fantasy of being dominated by a Superior Male turn into a life that is no longer his. No longer allowed to think for himself or what clothing to wear. No longer allowed any sembelance of a normal life, he is trapped in sissy slavery for the rest of his life. And, as stated before many, many posts earlier. This is WHAT he wanted !!!! 

Trying to be a "Big Girl"

Ever since the events of a few weeks ago, Master AJ has allowed His sissy to dress in a less juvenile manner. He gave the sissy back his Drivers Liscense, and allowed him to go shopping at Goodwill and Publix (a local food store chain). Although this outfit is FAR from being what an 49 year old Adult Female would wear, it is a big step up for pansy. The sissy also finds it embarressing that he still talks with a heavy lisp, (5 years can do that !!) . 

One of the things that he carries with him at all times is a dildo, while driving he is REQUIRED to have it in his mouth. Master Al John and His friends have been using pansy's mouth more often lately, and his owner wants to make sure that the sissy, is always in cock sucking mode. The sissy sucked his 1st cock at age 13, So how many Penis's have entered his mouth ? and, How much sperm has been deposited down his throat?  

And, just an added note, pansy still has to wear diapers 24/7, (as total incontenence will not dissapear in a week). Master AJ is not even sure, if He will let pansy out of diapers, as they are so much a part of the sissy's lifestyle now. Please let Master AJ know if He should let pansy out of diapers. 

Thank you for taking the time to read this post !!    

The sissy is back - but with a WARNING to ALL sissies !

This sissy has to face the facts, it CANNOT stop dressing and acting like a sissy male.

 However this sissy thinks everyone needs an explanation about the previous post and lack of activity as of late. On the yahoo FLICKR site, this sissy was a member of a group that sissy males are exposed, as they are ordered to give thier address and phone number to a Superior. Master AL John was not sure this was a good idea, however He fiqured that this sissy needed Maximum Humiliation, and so He relented. Not soon after, this sissy started recieveing phone calls and letters/instructions in the mail. Over time this sissy started recieving worrisome phone calls from a Male, stating that He would turn me into the law as a pedofile, if this sissy did not agree to be Brutally Raped, and become His property. That soon turned to letters in the mail (with no return address of course, some of the letters enclosed pictures of Masters House, pictures of His Vehicle plate number), and many other things that proved He was stalking this sissy. Finally the police were involved as they took information as evidence, but as there was no return address, and the phone numbers always seemed to be different or blocked. While taking to the Officers, this sissy was allowed to look like a real girl, but it was very embarressed about the lisp this sissy has, (its been over 5 years now, that this fairy has talked with one). Anyway, the next time the Male called Master AL John got on the phone and told Him that the law had been notified. So hopefully that whole thing is now behind us, and this sissy can go back to being the biggest sissy in the world (What a Wonderful title that would be to own!). So sissies and all gurls really ---- BE CAREFUL who you contact!!, and what info you give out to people 

So anyway, here are some new photos of the sissy in its easter outfit, the fairy was taken to a park and forced to skip and play on the swings (pictures too blurry though - darn!) like the little sissy girl that he is.  

The sissy, as always, LOVES to read comments from its friends/fans.