Monday, July 12, 2010

Okay, so what happened ?...pansy

The appoinment for pansy to visit the Pyschiatrist was moved to July 8 2010, pansy was allowed by Master AJ to wear one of his remaining "big girl" oufits, (although, certainly not something a 49 year old F would wear).    Just so that everyone knows, Master AJ had extensive talks with the Dr., (Dr. McMicheal) and His staff about pansy and how he usually dresses, however this outfit is not overly juvenile for him. The sissy is permanently icontenent, (as everyone knows) and now, in order to allow him to be in wet diapers for a longer period of time, the fairy know has 10+ pairs of plastic panties.So, on with appointment, just before leaving, Master AJ insisted that pansy drink 2 litres of water, (as he wouldn't be taking his bottle) thus ensuring that he would wet himself during the meeting. Upon arrival at the office, pansy was instructed to suck his thumb, (as his pacifer was left home as well). Master and pansy took seats in the waiting room, as they arrived early. Master read a Sports Illustrated as pansy sucked his thumb, Master AJ noticed that pansy looked a little nervous and scared, AJ could do nothing but laugh secretly to himself. He then noticed that pansy's legs buckled a little bit and a grimace graced his face. The sissy had wet himself, (good thing for his plastic panties!). The Receptionist called for them, and She almost giggled out when she called his name "pansy Fag-fagott?". Al John, politely corrected Her, and said "his name is pronounced "Fa-zshe". "Oh..okay", again with a giggle.
Upon entering Dr. McMicheal's office the sissy curtseyed and took a seat in front of the Dr., as Master AJ sat off in the corner. The Dr began asking the sissy a list of questions, (probably prepared after discussions' with AL John.) "Is your name legally "pansy Faggotte?", He 1st asked. "yeth" responding the wet diapered fairy. pansy open the pink folder he was carrying and produced documents on how his name was 1st changed to "Barbara Gronski" in 1988, and then to "pansy Faggotte" in 2008. The Dr then asked "so, you believe that you are a 3 year old girl?", the sissy meekly responded, (just for convienance and readabilty, pansy's responses won't be typed with lisp spelling)  "No, this sissy knows that it is an adult, but wishes to live its life as a 3 year old, and to be regressed so that this sissy will never be an adult again". "And why?, do you want that pansy?" Dr McMicheal retorted "This sissy feels happier and better about itself when it is a little girl". Several other similiar questions progressed throughout the session. Dr McMicheal did ask that pansy to try, to not talk without a lisp, pansy tried...but he could not do it. The Dr also asked pansy what he thought other people thought of him. "Show Him the paper from the neighbor, sissy". pansy pulled a note from the Lady across the street that has known AJ for many years. She had agreed to write a letter, and even have it Notarized, the She believed that pansy was 'mentally retarded, and incapable of looking after himself'. The Dr made a copy of this and the other documents pansy had given Him. Later in the session, the sissy was given several tests, one was the Rorschock (?) test, a personality test, and an IQ test. The Dr and Master AJ left the room as pansy tried to answers the questions. The sissy found that he was having difficulty focusing, his mind kept drifting off, thinking other sissy males dressed as Adult baby girl, and thinking of sissy stories that he read. Before long, 20 minutes was up, and the 2 Males came back into the office. The Dr took the test and placed them in a file. "Okay, pansy, that is enough for today, I have scheduled another appointment for you July 16th at 2pm, We both decided that it would be best that for that appointment you wear the most babyish outfit that you have, one of my Nurses has even agreed to give you a bottle in the waiting room". The sissy stood up, curtseyed, and said "thank you Dr McMicheal".      While driving home, Master recieved 2 phone calls, the 1st from his Mother, as She was inquiring about when the sissy was coming to clean. He told Her it will be Monday or Tuesday, as over the weekend, the sissy would be kept in "Intense Babification". pansy, sitting buckled in the back seat, (he is forbidden to ride in the front seat), knew exactly what was in store for him. The 2nd call was from 'Danielle', Master AJ's TS lover, She was inquiring, how the session went, Master AJ told Her that it went well, told Her about next week's appointment, and told Her that She needs to step up Her humiliaiton and cruelty towards pansy, and that She had better get used to changing his diapers.                                                                                                                                 -----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------  Saturday and Sunday the sissy spent, (as mentioned before) in 'intense babification', this consists of the sissy being forbidden to speak, forbidden to watch his cartoons, forbidden to read sissy websites on the internet. The sissy spends the entire day, locked in his tiny room with nothing to do but think of what a pathetic diaper wearing fairy he is. Occasionaly, he will be let out to eat something.he must then crawl into the living and get into his chair, (not a high chair yet, unfortuanetly), eat and drink, and then sent crawling back into the room to be locked in again. The sissy began this treatment friday as soon as he got home, as Master AJ wanted to reassure pansy that his dressing like a 'big girl' was soon, (hopefully) coming to a permanent end.    
   By sunday morning, his diaper was filled to the brim with pee-pee  and poo-poo, Master allowed pansy to crawl into the bathroom, clean himself up and replace the diaper, the sissy was finally released from 'intense babification, just this morning 7/12 at 7a 

1 comment:

Unknown said...

Congratulation's on getting through the first stage of the assessment to both to Master AJ & soon to be permanant sissy baby pansy... ;);););):):):):)

And in reply to your previous postings, please do keep blogging!!! :D:D:D:D
personally this sissy totally believes that your lifestyle is totally your real life and even if it wasn't this sissy wouldn't care. As other peoples fantasy blogs are not anywhere near as enjoyable as your posts. :D:D:D:D

if this sissy may ask though, pansy is living the 'sissy dream' 'pansy's dream' of 'what it always wanted' and yet in all pansy's photo's there is not one smile or look of happiness, don't babies and little ch**dren usually love being photographed ;D

or is pansy just not allowed to look happy???

sincerely

another sissy barbie ^^
xoxoxoxo